I'm still at it. I ran out of time and could not read all the books that I had stacked up. The in-laws came, which involved panic-cleaning beforehand, no time while they were here (and hiding the books so they would not misunderstand the "witchcraft" books), and then recouperation time after they left... then after that I just wasn't in the groove and the books were overdue.
I finally decided to just take them back and then concentrate on the books that I own and then go from there.
You can get used books at a great price through
AbeBooks.com. It's a network of used bookstores and u can search all their books w/ that one website. I've gotten books for $1, $5, etc.
One of the online groups that I joined to meet other pagans in my area disintegrated right before my eyes. Stupid politics.
I don't know if I'll ever feel like I belong in any religious community.