I have not been diligent w/ my exploration into wicca. I joined a local online pagan community and was unenthused by it. There was alot of politics and it just seemed that the leaders had really bad hangups and were lashing out at people. I still feel like I am more wiccan than anything else. However, I'm not sure that I'd make a good wiccan or witch (two different things). I'm not much into ritual. Frankly, I'm lazy. I like a good bout of meditation, and believe in the mind-body connection, and taking certain herbs for certain illnesses. I'm just not sure I'd take the time to gather the right hers and stones etc for rituals.
Maybe I'm just not worshipper at all. I don't mean Athiest, I just mean a non-worshipper.
Ack! I don't have to figure this out now.
All I do know is that every day I dislike the fundamentalist christians more and more, and view alot of religions as mere cults.